the_freak: (147)
Eddie Munson ([personal profile] the_freak) wrote2023-02-06 06:27 pm
Entry tags:

Dear Billy



It was risky, hanging around the hospital like this when pretty much all of Hawkins was still convinced he was to blame for all of this, but Eddie felt like he owed it to Max to visit. It was rough seeing her like that. And he couldn't help the gnawing guilt that if any of them should have lost to this thing it was him. Each of them meant so much to so many people, and here he was, bruised and bandaged, but alive. And the only person who might have cared to know it had to think he was dead. It didn't seem fair.

He ducked outside for a smoke, keeping his head down, but people were too preoccupied with the mess that had opened up under them to be worried about hunting the Freak. As far as they were concerned the Munson boy was dead, and good riddance.

Trying to get the damn smoke to light, Eddie grew still, eyes suddenly catching a familiar set of piercing blue ones, and seeing that moment of recognition in them he paled. He abruptly turned tail, walking aimlessly around the side of the building and praying silently he'd only imagined that look of recognition.
playingtough: (Worried ∂ Oops)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-20 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a slight motion - the sudden blanket startled him because he hadn't been expecting it. But he rolls over to show his face to Eddie again, groaning. "I've had an inter-dimensional son-of-a-bitch in my head, my brain split in two, and you think I give a fuck about cum stains right now?"

Though despite the edge of bite his words have, even Billy smirks at that. "And I'm sharing a house with a wanted murderer." But he gets the hint and rolls so his face doesn't press back into the cushions.

"Fuck I am hungry. Even worse now. I'd eat that soup again if I didn't think I'd see it again."
playingtough: (Gasp ∂ Focused)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-21 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
The smirk cracks into a grin, even as he tries to make himself comfortable. "I'd walk into a bar if I didn't already feel hungover." Which was true. But he makes himself comfortable at last and watches Eddie leave for the kitchen. His head throbs and he just shuts his eyes.

He doesn't want to nap. There's not really a need for it. God, he slept so much while down in the lab, and it wasn't just sleep when Billy was awake. At least it's safe here. And warm. The blanket is a little scratchy but... it helps. With what, Hargrove doesn't know.

Whatever.

Everything goes dark like he's taking a nap before the eyes flutter open again. Tired. Hungry. He sits up and Billy notes the toast still on the table. That was his right? He's not sure how he got onto the couch, but he sits there and takes the toast to munch on. Crunchy, dry, and plain, but it was something.
playingtough: (Gasp ∂ Focused)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-21 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
The toast is good. Maybe there's some butter or jam in the kitchen he could put on another slice to make it better. Billy looks up when he hears the clattering and swearing, mouth pausing mid-chew on a bite. When Eddie peeks in and addresses him, he frowns.

"You can call me Billy. That's my name," he points out, then munches on another piece. "I don't know what you're talking about, but this is helping. Is there any more bread? I can probably eat this for a bit. Is there jam?" He recalls a distant, hazy memory of being sick, and someone with blonde and curly hair like his, taking care of him.
playingtough: (Worried ∂ Oops)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-21 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
The way Eddie looks just makes the frown deepen. Was there something wrong? He had passed out earlier - Eddie probably put him on the couch and was just worried. Maybe he hit his head? Eddie said he vomited, so maybe he did while he was out of it. There's no telling.

A huff and he sits back with the piece he's halfway through at this point. "Yeah? Make me feel like a child with a timer and shit for my food." But he eats what he's got, and sits back with the blanket still in his lap. The headache is at least ebbing, his stomach cramps lessening with some sort of food in it. But he waits, drumming his fingers on a knee while he does.

Because he wants more. He's hungry, damn it.
playingtough: (Staring ∂ Shock)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-21 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
There's a bit of staring for a very long moment. Then another, then he finally looks away. He hears Eddie approach, and accepts the random blanket being added to his lap. He pulls it around his dirty figure, sinking into its warmth. Well, what little warmth it has at the moment. Hopefully it'll have more from what little Billy's radiating.

"Mostly hungry. A little... almost like being hungover I guess? Just, the usual feelings after you get sick." Eyes glance over Eddie, lingering on his hands like they'll magically produce more toast. "A bit tired too, but I'm always tired." Billy didn't realize that being tired was just a side effect of switching, especially when they body had to deal with Hargrove's high energy.
playingtough: (Staring ∂ Shock)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-23 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
What pills? Was Eddie trying to drug him or something? Fuck. Or maybe he was thinking too hard about it, it was probably just aspirin. He notes how his head hurt but less now. He rubs his forehead with a grimace, thinking on the question.

"I remember… sort of collapsing. Over there," and the blond points to the area where the switch had happened. When Hargrove had deemed Eddie a threat and went for answers. "Figured I had blacked out or some shit and you put me on the couch. Better than staying on the floor."

A moment or two passes. "Do I seriously have to wait five fucking minutes for another piece of toast?" Maybe Billy will apologize for what he's saying while he's hangry.
playingtough: (Worried ∂ Oops)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-23 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
It wouldn't be the first time he's blacked out, it won't be the last. Billy takes that in stride and is at least glad someone was here to get him off the floor. Blue eyes linger on the vase and he gets up to pick it up and carry it back to the couch. Billy looks like he's about to say something, but Eddie beats him to it. Talking about making the toast.

Instead of giving a smart retort, Billy throws his blanket over Eddie's head and sets down the vase on the coffee table before heading to the kitchen. "Fuck you, I'm not waiting for you to burn the house down to make toast." Ah, there's the snappy remark. He goes to the kitchen and fishes out another few pieces of bread. He eats at one while the other two toast. The stomach growls again, protesting the meager offerings but it's better than nothing.
playingtough: (Soft ∂ Defeated)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-23 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"If it's not arson, then what is it, freak?" Billy calls back, eyes set on the steam coming out of the toaster as it does its job to the bread. When it pops, he quickly puts it onto the plate and heads back to the living room. He and Eddie might not be friends, but Billy doesn't want to be alone. Not after months in the darkness.

He catches the wince and plops down hard next to the other. "What did you do? Looks like something hurts. You finally fuck around and find out with someone?"
playingtough: (Worried ∂ Oops)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-24 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
"Fuckin' junkie," he mutters around the crisped bread. "No one in school has a wholesome image of you. You're a freak, Eddie." The first piece gets finished off quickly, proving just how ravenous he is. Even licks the crumbs off of fingertips. He tries to not think about the cupcakes that were put in the fridge for later.

Finally, he turns his gaze down to where Eddie had been pressing at his side, scowling. "So you're fucking hurt. And now trying to play it off?" The last piece of toast gets a mega-bite bitten from it before he's up again, moving towards the bathroom. Or where he thinks it is anyways. "Where's a first aid kit? Not having you bleed out on the couch. Or get infected with whatever the fuck is on those cushions."

After all, if it wasn't safe to have his face pressed into it, probably wouldn't be good to have an injury near it either.
playingtough: (Soft ∂ Defeated)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-24 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
Billy listens and his steps can be heard going back into the kitchen. While he looks, he drops another piece of bread into the toaster to cook while he searches. Thankfully with Eddie's directions it doesn't really take long to find it. The toaster pops, the first aid kit is found, and the toast is held in his mouth as he heads into the living room.

"Over." He twists his hand to indicate what he wants Eddie to do, then takes the toast out of his mouth. "Let me see it. Before you bleed through your shirt and you look like a God damn crime scene."
playingtough: (Worried ∂ Oops)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-24 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
"I told you I was fucking hungry!" There's some anger in his tone, and Billy quickly finishes off the piece before taking a seat again. The kit gets opened and rummaged through while Eddie takes his shirt off. There's a glance and a scowl at the torn stitches, and he picks out surgical needle and thread that were still in the container.

"Yeah. You learn to do shit like this where I'm from." With what he's experienced anyways. Easier to fix himself up, rather than go to a doctor and let his dad get wind of it at all. The last bit of bandage gets taken off and tossed to the side to deal with later. "No numbing shit in here. You're a drug dealer so I'm guessing you're not gonna be a pussy about this."

With a little skill, the blond manages to thread the needle and finish readying it. "And if you start flinching on me, I'll knock you out so you stay still."
playingtough: (Worried ∂ Oops)

[personal profile] playingtough 2023-03-24 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
"You really think I care about my bedside manner?" Billy wasn't known for his manners after all. "And yeah, of course California, not this shitstain of a hick town." The words are all but spat out. Billy hasn't warmed up to this city by now, especially after being shut away somewhere dark and unknown for the longest time. The blond moves in closer and gets a better look.

"Won't take too long to stitch this back up." He had done it to himself once, stitching up a gash on his arm caused by a plate. The skull tattoo covered the scar left behind for the most part.

The stitching starts and for whatever it's worth, Billy's hands are as gentle as they can be. He remembers this shit hurting when he closed up his arm. "I hate it here," comes the quiet admittance. "California has it's flaws, but at least the ocean makes up for it."

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-03-26 01:57 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-03-27 01:28 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-03-27 15:56 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-03-28 01:40 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-01 22:07 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-01 22:33 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-01 22:51 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-01 23:04 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-01 23:14 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-01 23:33 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-01 23:48 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-02 00:32 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-02 00:58 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-02 01:15 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-02 01:48 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-04-02 02:10 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-01 01:35 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-03 17:58 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-03 19:07 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-03 19:24 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-03 23:53 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-09 00:51 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-14 23:52 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-15 00:25 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-15 01:07 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-19 18:35 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-19 18:56 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-19 19:17 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-20 15:17 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-20 18:26 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-20 18:57 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-20 23:57 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-21 01:37 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-21 01:49 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-21 01:55 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-21 02:17 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-05-25 01:03 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-05 01:48 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-05 19:33 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-05 23:51 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-06 23:39 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-08 01:23 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-11 18:23 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-12 01:04 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-12 02:06 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-14 18:39 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-14 18:48 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-14 18:55 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-14 19:43 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-15 00:44 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-16 01:34 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-06-25 01:25 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-07-05 22:35 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-07-12 21:49 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-07-16 01:04 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-07-19 23:02 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-07-29 16:42 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-08-13 13:59 (UTC) - Expand

(no subject)

[personal profile] playingtough - 2023-08-15 00:36 (UTC) - Expand